2nd Entry

wazzuppp???it's been long since the 1st entry....i hate my job more then ever for the 1st time today..and i was being reminded by MR BIG not to do that ""silly and small" mistake again...crappy...i don't want to elaborate further since its really not a big deal...but when a certain someone make it becomes personal....it so damn much...i really felt like i wanna kill all of them ... if you don't want for me to stay longer there .. please do and come to see me personally...and i will RESIGN .. or MIA for good ... you don't have to go for all the trouble just to find my mistake and make it personal and tell MR BIG...and the same old same old process will repeat itself again. aren't you're so sick and tired of it....

but for what it worth, starting from 25/06/2010 - 30/06/2010....it will be a long HOLIDAY for me... i am so glad that i don't have too see all the STUPID PRICKS ... hahhaahahhaha.... and it will be depends on my mood if after my AL i wanted to come in or not anymore....so go to HELL with all of you ..... muahahhahahaha ( my devil's laugh )

that would be all for now

-sad@tired@die@adi -

1st entry

the time now is 0404 in the morning .i dont know why its hard for me to take some rest and sleep.the reason why i created this blog, its just to express my thought and anything thats got to do with my life and my current situation.

there is a lot of things that it just not right that happens to me for quiet some time. dont really know when its gonna end. i just felt like im loosing it. maybe im just too tired. i started to wonder ... wut the hell am i doing here?? everything its a mess. i just dont know anymore. it feels like im sinking each day no matter how hard i tried to improve...it's just not enough..

i felt so demotivated...i lost hope...and sure as hell....i couldnt take this anymore....really so sick and tired of everything

till next time ... dont know what to say anymore

-sad/tired/die@adi-